I have to cheat on you though, and I want to tell you why. 11/9 changed me from who I was when I started this blog. I began this journey as encouraging you to be environmentalish and allowed myself and us all to believe that was the pathway to progress. Do one thing. Make it a habit. Rinse, repeat. That the drumbeat of progress on environment and climate would be steady at the national level - we had just made AMAZING gains - and you and I together just had to make small changes to our dailies to get there. I was wrong. I was heartbreakingly and painfully wrong. In the wake of President Trump winning people have accused me of hubris, of thinking I'm "better than", of not listening. They have said I only care about what happened in this election because my job depends on it. They have laughed in victory at my Facebook posts of the grief cycle I'm going through after pouring myself into 15 years of environmental work. They have attacked me personally for decrying the hate crime spike after this election. They have called me a racist for defending minorities against that hate (no really, I quote: "the definition of a bigot").
Who am I then? I am an optimist. I am hopeful. I believe in the importance of active listening, of going deeper than soundbites. I look for the inspirational. I love to laugh about things that should make us all weep (not kidding). When I think about what I do every day when I get up and go to work, I think about whether I'm having an impact. Whether I'm making a difference. I worked hard to learn my craft. I practice what I preach. I am a builder. I am a Catholic. I reach across the aisle. And those people who want to bring me down? Haters gonna hate. Says a whole lot more about them than me. And besides, I've long ago decide to be myself anyway. And sounds like I'm in good company....PREACH AMBER, PREACH!
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